I look in the mirror through a tired heart
and am scared by what I see.
I see a girl, frightened, alone,
looking back at me.
The face is familiar, the hair, the eyes,
but she is not the same.
Something's different, something's wrong,
it seems life is no longer tame.
Monkey see, monkey do, a good monkey follows the rules.
I see a monkey in the mirror
staring through the cage
of a life, a love so cruel.
I want out, but scared to leave,
scared to see the light.
Inside, a slow death awaits
but do I have the strength to fight?